Ain't no use in complaining...when you got a job to do...

So...yeah...I'm beginning to think I'm mildly bi polar...

Yesterday started out great, ended HORRIBLY and today, once again, feeling great. Maybe I should look into medication...

...only no, not at all...

Turns out, I backed up SOME of my class notes on CDs...and for some inexplicable reason some of those backed up were all of my Policing in America notes. So, end game you ask? I massacred my midterm and by massacre I mean I knocked it down and kicked it into a bloody pulp.

Babysitting from about 2:45 til midnight tomorrow and then am running the kids around a bit on Thursday, so there will be copious amounts of money for Ash (at least part of which I will be using to buy my ticket to Philly).

My allergies seem to be letting up a bit...granted this might just be a one day reprieve before the Powers that Be decide to stuff some pollen right underneath my nose, but I'm taking what I can get.

Basically...I'm trying a new lease on life out...Things happen, if I can forsee/prevent them, then I shall do my best to, but sometimes there's just nothing to be done about it. Sometimes you just get dealt a bad hand and to those things you can only control your reactions...Oddly enough, I don't want to spend half of my life being a raving maniac who gets so stressed out over the grocery store not having bird seed, kills a clerk and gets carted off to a super max....

Rest assured I REFUSE to turn into an apathetic, ambitionless waste of space, time and air, but I really do need to mellow out a bit.

I ALWAYS want to hear all the beeps that sound to alert me that the microwave is finished*...and I certainly don't want to turn into one of the psychos dashing headlong down the metroscalator because *gasp* heaven forbid they miss a train when an IDENTICAL one will be rolling around in appx. 3.15 minutes.

*If anyone gets that reference...I'll marry you. Provided that you're, you know, male and attractive.